Dark hour
(I would say darkest hour, but there are too many days left before the bar to be so hopeful.)

life is suffering.
bar exam is suffering.
i am suffering.

my brain is a sieve.
can't remember anything.
least of all law stuff.

(not totally true.
i remember lots of things:
posh and beck's kids' names...

every hogwart's spell...
how to spell hermione...
the rules of quidditch...

lindsay lohan's age...
how many days that paris
hilton spent in jail...

all the USEFUL things
a person has got to know.)
(law: not so useful?)

stomach is churning.
panic setting in -- no. HERE!
I want to throw up.

resigned to failure.
you think i am kidding, but
sadly, i am not.

excuse me for now.
i have to go lie in bed
sleepless and staring.