Onset

3 weeks until the bar, and I'm already behind and it's really not going to be pretty. Ack! Panic! No time! Gonna fail! Can't possibly memorize it all! Scared witless! Why wasn't I diligent and why wasn't I studying for 9-12 hours a day every day since I turned in my 3L paper? Even what I've studied I'm barely passing! Crap, crap, crap! I'm screwed! Ruined, I tell you, ruined!