Have just hit overload point. Can't process any more information, can't fake enthusiasm anymore, can't pretend that everything is going to be fine. Though I'm sure everything will be fine.

I hate the thought that I'm going to faking enthusiasm all of next week. I hate the thought that I have come to this point, 29.5 years old, and still don't know what job will make me happy. I hate the fact that none of the career counselors understand where I'm coming from as a second-career student who's made a big mistake.

What the hell is WRONG with me?